Oh, don't be silly, you will not die; it's not poison.

today was another unsuccessful day. i think maybe i've been stress eating, and not realizing it. well, today was bad. 125.5
where the fuck did 122.5 go!
fuck fuck fuck.

thanks for your comments guys. i talked to my boy and he said that its just cause he was sick then i was sick, and hes been busy with his band. he assured me nothing is wrong. and that we'll spend quality time soon. so i'll let you know how it goes. :)

exams start tomorrow. im a little worried. i guess it doesnt matter. ugghh. i just need to calm down. when im stressed i give my self diarrhea. so i need to stay calm. especially since you cant leave the exam room for the whole two hour period. so... i really need to stay calm. if i have to poop. thats the end of my life.

i have major heart burn.
did like no exercise today. im gonna get fat. i am getting fat.

dont worry. i will get back on track. this week is just stressful.
i was sick. and now exams. its okay.
i'll get back down. it'll be okay.

well, i still have to do some ab work before bed. so i have to go.

have a good night ladies.
be strong.