wow. its been a while hasnt it.
so, hey.
i've been around 125. blah. thats so shitty. i have been doing UNBELIEVABLY terrible with food. i've been eating like theirs no tomorrow. ughhhhh.
like legit. its been terrible.
soooo bad. so bad infact i actually saw "128" the other day. holy fuck!!!
holy. fuck.
that cannot happen! fuckk.
this boy. tylers friend actually. told me i should lose weight.
oh cool. thanks.
i got my license today. i almost didnt pass. i got 20 points. 25 is failing.
damn.
i have been eating so much. im so ashamed.
ugh.
things just have been so shitty.
psh I had 2points away from failing. You are fine! Welcome back love, we've missed you. Stay strong, and I am sending you all of my skinnies.
ReplyDeletefuck that guy.
ReplyDeletewe all go through our ruts. i find it's best to give into those cravings every now and again... they will only haunt you if you don't. binges are inevitable if you're restricting so don't beat yourself up! or maybe just try and workout a little extra??
you can always text me too :)
Congrats on getting your license. Keep your chin up (I know, cliche right!) Everything will be ok.
ReplyDeletecongrats on getting your license. and that boy doesnt know what hes talking about. <3
ReplyDeleteWe all have our bad days. But you will have good ones ahead! Congrats on getting your license!!
ReplyDeletexoxo
Hello girls I have returned to blogger after trying to lose weight the healthy way and developing a better mental health I gave up I threw it all away to become "Delicate!!" Threw all my hard work away so I could eat from one extreme to another, to get to my goals quicker!! As many of us do we give up and think it will be easier and quicker to try a stupid diet which you only end up binging and back to square one!!
ReplyDeleteI am ashamed of my choices and want to continue down my path of being healthy!! I can not believe I nearly threw it all away!! I have decided to give it my all 100% and nothing less!! I will reach my GOALS but in a HEALTHY way!!
I too want to look great in a Bikini, in that Little Party Dress, in those CK Jeans but I want to ROCK them without feeling GUILTY, without LYING to all those around me and to not be KILLING MYSELF in the process!! I want to look HOT in ULTIMATE HEALTH and HAPPINESS, I want to have AWESOME SELF ESTEEM and I want to ROCK CONFIDENCE!! I want to earn the JOY of achieving HEALTH - HAPPINESS - SELF ESTEEM and CONFIDENCE the right way not the wrong way!! I want this more than anything in LIFE and I am going to get it !! It is now or never, there is no looking back!! Please support me and I will return the favor!! I choose to follow girls with distorted eating as I feel they understand what I am going through compared to "normal eating" girls they just think I am crazy!!
http://never----ever----give----up.blogspot.com/2011/02/one-place-to-another.html
I am putting this every where because I know I will influence at least one person out in this great big world to never give up and to keep trying!!