im very sorry guys. i've just been so fucking depressed. only sleeping and eating. and the other day i flipped out, and i finally realized its about time to get back on track. i had sort of a wake up call. 130 pounds. waist 29 inches, hips 35 inches. fucking shit shit fuck fuck. so. i got this now. i cannot and will not be fat. i've eaten 90 calories today. a yogurt and a jello. and i already exercised. burned at least 200 calories. i can do this. i will do this.
i have not been reading blogs. im sorry. i'll catch up though! dont fret. :)
in factttt, i'll go do that now!
Good luck! You can get back on track, I know you can. :]
ReplyDeleteGreat job today!! I'm sorry you've been depressed. It just sucks. Maybe in addition to making yourself happy through Ana, you should also try other ways to make yourself happy (as cliche as it sounds), like painting or gardening or something else that your body can do without too much mind power.
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