its been a few days

i havent posted in a few days. i dont know, i didnt get lazy, i did log on and read your guises blogs, i just felt i had nothing to say.
but i do have 2 new followers! yay for friends! :P
my weight always jumps everywhere, but lately its been going down.
it was 129, then 127, then 126.5 and today it was 125.5. so idk. good? i havent been eating like complete shit. i dont eat all day, then get hungry and eat dinner. sooo not too bad. i feel like i've been doing better than i have in a while.

i've been so happy. i havent been looking at myself naked in the mirror, i have been worrying about my body as usual, but i've been pretending its not there. so, i just feel not as shitty all day. and my boy has been in such a good mood this whole week. and i just feel wonderful. :)

sorry i didnt post for a couple days. idk.
im very tired. its 1 in the morning here.
i'll most likely post tomorrow. :)

stay beautiful!