11/29/10

wednesday is my birthday.
its that time already.
the other day i was 123, then the next i was 126, then the next i was 124. so im not sure what i really weigh. i really need to not weigh everyday. because it fluxuates so much. its only 4:40, and im feeling bingy. and icky. todays not going so well. i had 85 for lunch. then got home and had some chips and soup. so i'd be around 200, then i had about 4 salt water taffies, and a giant pretzel. soo... 450?

i havent exercised yet. i know i have to. i just do not want to.
fuckk.

i'd like to take a bath too.
its stupid, but i like to shower or bathe BEFORE i exercise. i know your thinking "would you want to get clean after you're sweaty?"
but for some reason, no. i like to be damp when i exercise. skin and hair. yeah. idk.
hah.

i have a new little profile picture over there. ---->

i dyed my bangs blue. :)
i like it.
anywho,
i dont think i'll make 120 by wednesday. im close though. so that counts for something.

also, i dont know if you know, i dont know why you would, butttt, i wait until my last post has three comments to post the next. haha.


edittt:

a little while ago i took some pictures of me now. so heres some progress.