so sorry!

im so sorry guys! i havent had a computer in sooooo long. so im on my sisters for a minute.

i have been trying to stay on track, but my ana texting buddy bailed on me. she said she wants to get better. that she doesnt want to be thin. thats okay. but its hard for me to stay motivated lately. espcially with no computer or thinspo or any blogs!

im 126.5 pounds today.
i cant believe im not 117.
i promised i'd be 117 by july 3rd.
:(
im a failure.

i'll get there though. even it takes longer than planned.

okay before she comes back i'll end this.

hope to get back soon!
thanks! stay thin.