it really is. its been bothering me so much the way food controls my life. gahhh.
i did bad today. no binges, just tons of food.
had half a doughnut.
handful of cereal.
exercised.
2 baked potatoes. -threw up
some chips. -threw up
veggie patty.-threw up
small bowl of ice cream. -threw up
two veggie B.L.T's.
half a bag of popcorn.
crackers.
gahhhh.
i dont know. i have no excuses. and im 128 today. shit. i need to get it together.
buttttttt, i finally got my new computer! im on it now! yes! :D
so i can save some thinspo now!
i need some motivation to get back on track.
any suggestions?
i usually read some blogs and how other girls are successful and what not, and then i feel like i need to become apart of this special little world of reaching perfection.. its strange i know but it works for me
ReplyDeletetake care <33