so its been a while. and im doing terrible.
it was just day after day of binge binge binge binge!
i actually hit 131.5.
wtf?
how did i let it get that bad?
god.
today i was 128.
but i feel big. like last time i was 128 it was okay. i felt confident i could get thinner, i just feel huge. my stomach looks big, my thighs touch. i am fat.
im so discouraged.
well, im going to try to do better. about 10 days left of school. then its summer. and i need to be 123-125. so, i'll do better i promise!
i promise all of you, and my self.
gahh. tomorrow is a new day though.
today was like 1000 caloires. :(
I know exactly how you feel - when it's a weight you haven't seen before you feel thin because it's new, but when you're hitting the same weights over and over and never losing, it is terribly disheartening, but you can do it x
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