i feel so bloated

gahh. i am not going to check the scale.
this morning i was like 125 point something.
i think its a lie. i think its going to go back up. :(
i went to the doctor (gyno appointment) with clothes on im 128, with out im 125.6.
so i took a picture for you guys to see my body in case you were wondering what i looked like.
ah 10 followers, im so excited!!
:)

i've been purging a lot. not even binging. just eating then throwing up. so idk what im at calorie wise. but i'd guess 900 tops. and i think(or hope) that that is way over estimating it.

i feel so fattttttttttttttttt.
maybe because i ate dinner. i had bread and potatoes.
soo, idk.
im a carb-aholic. really.

so that picture is me as of today.
i got a cute bra. :)