Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Oh Crap

I haven't been eating too bad, 800 calories tops. But still, its so disappointing when your trying to eat a specific way. I tried the ABC diet, and its crap. I can't stick to it. I just get intimidated to binge when I know that the calorie limits are so set in stone. But what is Ana if not a schedule of eating?
i dont know.
im 127.5 today. the number just hasnt been going down. im stuck here. can anyone help me with getting out of this rut?
i havent felt that "empty" light feeling in a while. its upsetting, i feel so huge.
eahhhh.
i dont know what to do. my ana texting buddy got her phone taken away and i havent had her support.
today was okay i suppose.
heellppp me get back on trackkk

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