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I did good in the morning, but later on i craved salty foods so bad.
i had so many ritz crackers.
im utterly disappointed in my self control. i probably topped off at 1,500 calories, gah, just the thought of writing it down. but its best not to lie to myself.
im afraid of the scale. i think im losing control.
i feel bigger. much much bigger than usual.
this morning i was 128.5
tomorrow wont be better.
im fasting tomorrow. i told my boyfriend its a kind of clense, he supports it. so that should make not eating easier.
im weak. weak mind, not body. :(
all progress is progress even if its slow, but i think im ruining all progress i've ever made.
i know i shouldnt put it off, but i will, im going to start fresh on monday.
and i know thats bullshit, why not tomorrow?
im lazy. im not going to pig out or anything, but im just not going to exercise.
blah.
thats all.