I bet my life that I am not alone

no school today.

128.5 pounds today. that is good. i was 130 last time i weighed.
i had some yogurt and half a banana for breakfast, then some chex mix.
so im probably around 300 calories.
i havent exercised yet. but i plan on it. :)
i didnt exercise yesterday, my body honestly hurt so bad i couldnt. it hurt from the past two days of exercise i did. and also my best friend slept over and we watched the move Love and Other Drugs. i highly suggest it to you guys it was so great. really, a wonderful movie. and jake gyllenhaal is a fucking babe. haha. he looks so good in this moive. anne hathaway is the greatest thinspo ever. shes naked a lot in this movie. haha.

i absolutely love this first picture.




owow! look at that last one! damn. hes sexy. haha. ;)

i told my best friend in great detail about tyler and how we smooched up a storm. it was hott. i gotta say that. now that im not bitter about him not wanting me, i can honestly say, dude it was awesomeeee. i've never felt so much passion in kisses. :)
hes way older than me. and i think that bothers him. but i've decided when i turn 18 (december 1st 2012) im gonna see if hes still into me. yepyep. he probably wont be. but then i feel like i'll get the truth outta him, cause then it wont be... well... illegal. lol. i still like him. i do. so im gonna use that as my motivation to be thin. lame i know. but hey, what ever works i suppose. cause he said he likes petite girls. so i can do that. i can do everything in my power to change me, so that if he ever decided to like me, i'd be perfect for him. yeah im lame. shut up. :P

i am so tired. i think i might cuddle up on the couch and watch tv. maybe fall asleep. that'd be great.

thats about it. maybe seeing Ike today. i dunno. i wanna cuddle with him. which always happens if were watching movies. so i texted him and asked him if he wants to watch a movie. but he didnt text me back yet. oh well.


Hope! i am not sure where i got the chinese fortune sticks from actually. lol. my grandma just has them in the house. :P sorry.

mandagin we have come so far thank you so much for always being there for me, and i really appreciate you letting me yap at you about tyler. :P you always have nice things to say, and you are just awesome. much love to you girl. :)

Olivia Lee you are so supportive. i love that you always comment. :)

talk to you beautiful people later. :)