today was less than perfect. way less than perfect.
i did fine. but then at the boyfriends house, beans and tortilla chips, with cheese. it was bad. i had like 3/4 a can of beans and a lot of chips. so honestly that in one sitting was probably like 700 calories. no joke. so that was bad. really bad. i didnt know it was so much till i ate it.
i didnt even eat a ton. it just was packed with calories. fuckkkk.
im having terrible uterus pain. lol.
like legit. im bloated as fuck. like if i saw me and i wasnt me id say i look like 140 pounds. its crazy. i didnt even drink any soda today. and i have this pain. not like cramps. like painnnnn. and it hurts. im not sure im going to exercise tonight. it hurts to move and stand up let alone walk, or exercise.
blah.
i have a head ache.
i had a dream i had sex with tyler.
it was radical.
did you guys know i've seen him naked? yeah. yeah i have.
and its hot.
yay naked skype.
ha.
well anyhow. hopefully tomorrow will be better.
i hope you're staying strong.
you deserve to be thin.
ugh, fucking love naked skype! you are awesome, yay for sex dreams. Do you think the pain is from the sudden beans? Like gas stuff? Or maybe you should just WebMd yourself...I like live on there lol. Sending you skinnies darling
ReplyDeleteYou poor thing! Sometimes exercise helps, if you can withstand the pain of getting up to do some.
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better!
Xx. Lillie
Ouch :/ it might be trapped fads from beans? I hope you feel better soon :)
ReplyDeleteStay strong,
Lottie x