im 127 pounds. i eat a little for breakfast little lunch, then binge when i get home. thats how its been for a while now.
thats it really. im such a loser. my life really consists of nothing but stress. thats it. nothing fun or anything. gah.
so home coming is next week end. so i got a purple dress. and im upset, because i look huge. i honestly do. i need to fucking lose this weight. i feel like im not allowed to say that since i havent been trying. but i do. i need to lose it. fuckkkk fuck fuck.
anywho, i was shopping and i saw this sign, its a new brand thats out.
i think i need to start trying again. avoiding food, instead of suggesting situations to eat it.
start exercising, and starving.
fuck.
127. i havent lost weight in MONTHS. this is stupid. im stupid.
ive got all this fat coating my bones. i look bigger than i have in a while.
i think im more than 127. fuck me. im so pissed.
you're not stupid. you just got off track. &since you're back, you can get back on track. at least you see a problem&are willing to fix it. you're a good citizen that way. is that you? i love the bracelets. it's good to have you back. stay strong, darling. you can do this.
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zette
It could be way worse hun- least you've caught yourself now before you slip back any further!
ReplyDeleteYou can do this, you have the power to change it, you have the control.
Keep blogging and monitor your intake, you'll start losing again in no time!!
All the best xxx
you're not stupid and you can do it. i know that you'll get there. stay strong xx
ReplyDeleteWe all slip up from time to time. You'll lose again!
ReplyDeleteI like your bra. ;)
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