Sunday, September 19, 2010

today was just a binge

thats all. i've been loving my weekends way too much. mozzarella sticks, chips, popcorn, french fries. gah. but im only 129. i mean thats not good at all. but better than 132 i guess.

gah. i gotta get going on this. i need to lose weight. what should i do? should i start out high-ish on calories then work my way down? because i sometimes eat breakfast, i eat some lunch at school, then im so hungry when i get home i binge so hard. fuck. im so ashamed. i have honestly failed ana. fuck me. i have never seen 123 on the scale. and i havent seen 126 in months. wtf?

4 comments:

  1. they always say breakfast like a king, lunch like a queen, dinner like a pauper! maybe you could skip breakfast and then combine the calories you would have with breakfast to your lunch and have a 2-in-1 lunch? then you won't be hungry when you get home? i usually slept in too much and never had time for breakfast, and it didn't bother me so much. good luck x

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  2. NEVERRRRRR skip breakfast. its the only meal you can totally burn off and it boosts your metabolism for the day. a piece of fruit in the morning or whatever fits your fancy. but no one needs dinner.

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  3. I know what you mean . . . weekends suck.

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  4. Lola's completely right about breakfast, never skip it and try your hardest to have all your calories then! Then the best way to prevent a binge at night is to either go to sleep as early as possible, or just lock yourself away from wherever food is being kept.

    Having little low-calorie snacks throughout the day might also be helpful =)

    I know it's so hard losing weight, but you can do it if you set your mind to it.

    Keep looking up,
    Issyla

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