crazy makes you crazy

heyy ladiess.

not much is new, or has changed. i have snake bites now though. so thats always fun. hah.
i wasted like an hour of my life today watching maroon 5 videos on youtube. and like every video is very sexual. its awesome. and i have to say the lead singer Adam, is like one of the sexiest men alive. just puttin' that out there. but on the down side. now im all horny, and i've got no one to have sex withhhh. ughhh. so thats like the shittiest thing ever.

i showered today so well that i feel like i havent been this clean in years. lol. like i exfoliated my skin and shaved then after wards i put lotion on, and now im feelin' clean and great. and i also smell nice. i wish i had someone to impress tonight. ugh.

i realized today that i would be pretty much 100% happy with my body, if i didnt have love handles. like thats it. i have a fine shaped body, and im not all that big, but its my goddamn love handles. i wish you could spot reduce fat. but you know, just working on my core in general will be good for me. especially since its been far too long since i've exercised.

i dont think i'll ever be thin. i seem to not be able to lose weight anymore. i used to be 122. come on! thats awesome. now im up here, 10 pounds heavier. ten fucking pounds. thats so many! damn! blah. but its not like im gonna give up. i just suck. ugh.


snakee bitesss. haha. :)


and this is after my shower. more of a progress picture, so that when i lose more weight i can compare.

The sun floods your room as you drown

re-did my blog, you like it? i love the colors. i was getting sick of the dark feeling. this blue green color is one of my favorite colors. i would love some nail polish in this color.

im so tired its crazy. i wanna go back to bed but i love wasting time on the computer.

im feeling artsy. i wanna do something. make something. draw paint something. i dunno. im wasting my life. ugh.

130 pounds this morning. much better than 134. i havent eaten yet today. which is great. im fasting today. but i'll eat something tomorrow cause tomorrow is Warped Tour and i dont wanna get sick. im really only going for like two bands. Hellogoodbye and Gym Class Heroes. im pumped for Hellogoodbye. they make me happy. some day i also wanna see Death Cab for Cutie. they also make me happy. haha.

i can feel that my breath stinks. lol. thats sooo gross. i need to go brush my teeth. but i'd have to pass through the kitchen to get there. and im starting to feel bingy. soooo, i might hold off till this feelin' passes.

i think im gonna party this weekend. im excited. :3

i was supposed to design a shirt for this contest. the entries are due the 22. so i've got like four days. i suppose this is what i should use my artys feeling for. the theme of the shirt is "good vs. evil" does anyone have any ideas? ugh. i have no clue what to do at all. fuckkk.

well, i think im actually gonna go back to bed. im deathly tired. haha. :p

just because something isnt happening for you now, doesnt mean it will never happen

la da da da daaaaaaaaaa. things may or may not be going well with me and tyler. :DDD
i went over to his house last night. things got a little frisky. yess. hahah. sorry, im done being a stupid giggly little girl. :P

i havent been eating too much, but i've been drinking a lot. so that just adds fuck tons of empty calories. what can i say, i like gettin' drunk. haha.

i hung out with dom today. it was super nice. i really missed him. we went to lunch today and watched a movie. :)

i might be going out tonight. i want to, but i dunno where to go, or what to do.

i left last night at like midnight. and i was supposed to be home by three, but i was with tyler, so i came home at like six in the morning. and i cannot believe no one noticed! ahh! haha. i would have been in deep shit man. but they didnt notice. i am so lucky.

i have mega bad heart burn. it sucks so much. i think its from all the hard liquor and diet coke. its making my stomach sick.

my life is boring. i guess thats it for today. :)

diet coke

so i think im addicted to diet coke. like actually. haha. i mean thats fine, and it has like no calories so its not like it matters. haha. went to the gas station this morning. got a fountain drink. do you guys call it that? thats my favorite. i love getting soda in a cup, like how you would from like a fast food place. so this morning i got 32 oz of diet coke. yumm. haha. and now im chillin' watching spongebob. im super hungry, and super tired. so to fix both of those i should just nap. which i will do soon.

im going to a party tonight. im excitedddd. gonna get smashed. and if i dont eat anything i'll get drunk really fast. but that also means it'll hurt more if/when i puke. ughh.

im thinkin' thin. and im feeling great today. im pretty happy.

last night i ran over my phone with my car. i know i know. im an idiot. its a flip phone, and the inside screen cracked hard core. and my sim card snapped off inside, so all my pictures and videos are gone. and im afraid to have the phone company see if they can retrieve my pictures. cause i have a lot of pictures on there that i DO NOT want anyone to see. a lot of like stomach pictures. and then we've got some naked pictures. lol. why? why not. haha. but like, theres a lot of shit... so i think im not even going to have them try to retrieve them. i think i'll just start fresh. cause if i dont think too hard about all the pictures i lost, im not upset. you know? but i'll be getting a new phone monday, so thats good.

well guys, i think im gonna take a nap! haha. have a good day! :)


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goodevening my lovlies

so i have recently made a twitter. you should follow me. :)
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so im 130.5 pounds. things are looking up. im feeling motivated, been exercising. i've started running. which sucks, but is great. haha. i cant stick to anything recently. blogging being one of the things i havent been doing. so im wondering how twitter is going to go for me. hahah. i suppose we'll see. i'll come back. dont worry! im serious this time. this is a new start. things are going to get better for me, in ever aspect of my life. im going to be confident, and happy. starting today. :)

i gotta be up early. so i gotta get going. :3
have a goodnight