no time

so i only have a sec.
today was fine i guess.
im 124.5
so i went up.
blah.
i just took a bath, and im going to bed early. :)

when is the time

to get into a swimsuit?
how much should i weigh?
im thinking like 120 ish.
cause i still dont look that great, but we have a hugeeee pool, and i want to swim.
so today i ate not too great. probably like 900-1500 caloires. i know thats a big gap
but i wasnt counting too well.
i dont feel like a failure though. so thats good.

oh and its also good that the scale told me 123 today. :)
im so getting there!
this is awesome!

hope you girls are doing well!

:)
till tomorrow

good afternoon my lovlies

so today is one of the last days of school. so there were parties, and snacks galore.
so i ate more than i wanted to. but im probably only at like 800.
so not a total fail.
im still 124, so thats good.
i want to be 123-122 by sunday.

i feel like im finally back on track. i love this. :)

we did all this fitness testing in gym class today, and i can do more than i could first semester.
a lot more. :)
im super fit! not actually though. haha.
just more so than i used to be.

gah, i cant believe i was 142. >P
ewww.

anyhow, thats all. i think im gonna go take a nap. :)

peace.

sorry its been so long

i dont have a very good reason for not blogging in a while.
i was just lazy, and depressed.

i was upset about me being 129 after tons of binges. but im back on track, and proud to say, im 124 pounds!! this is a new low for me! and i even put on a bikini and taned for like 45 minutes. :)
so today was wonderful.
im at maybe 150 so far. so all should go well. :)
i want to be 119 by next saturday. if i dont binge in could even be less than that.
ahhh, im in such a good mood.

well, thats about it, i'll check in tomorrow. :)

stay thin.